Choices and Changes

When I started this thing I was looking forward to a future that felt out of reach. Now the future is here. I'm done with school. Technically I'm a college graduate. So now what? What do I do with my life? I've already made one decision. One huge decision that will inevitably change the course of my life. I'm happy and at peace with this decision. But what about after that? What about in between now and then. Will I continue to be a floater, with no clear direction just waiting for the next big thing? Or will I finally find the path that truly leads me home? There are so many options so little time to decide. People say that I don't have to decide right now, but the truth is that I do. Life is changing faster than I can keep up with. It's like a merry go round that's out of control. My anchor to this world, my confidant will soon be lost. Or rather I'll be lost, as I pull myself away. Now what? What more needs to change in me or in my environment for me to get where I need to be? What do I do? Where do I go? What about the meantime? All these questions, but no answer. I guess that every person that's going through a quarter life crisis feels this way.